Finally. I have decided. Enough is enough. Sanity + happiness is much more important than money. I’ll probably be declared bankrupt or I’ll be poorer by RM200k to RM300k. Maybe half a million. I am already preparing for the consequences. You’ll see me auctioning more my stuff (hopefully not junks, depending on how you look at them)…
The thing is… I have to do it. I am standing up for myself. I have to be selfish. It’s my life that I want to lead.
I just realized that in the background, I carry on writing here because I won’t lose my loved ones and I can still post, which wouldn’t cost any if I could get access to internet. Or maybe I’d be so poor that I wouldn’t be able to get access, and this blogs would then cease.
Is there hope? I’ve already got one miracle, which I still do. I don’t think I’ll be granted another one.
With no money, I hope I can offer more love.




IHSAN 1:33 am on Monday, November 26, 07 Permalink |
let’s hope whatever your decision will be, things will turn out for the better, especially for you
zzeed 4:48 pm on Monday, November 26, 07 Permalink |
i hope so. thanks, man.
j.t 7:56 pm on Monday, November 26, 07 Permalink |
have a great great life. it’s still good .. i mean your life compare to other people whom we dont know….the one that lives in the carnage of war or poverty.
syukur je lah…
zzeed 11:44 am on Tuesday, November 27, 07 Permalink |
i know.. i should be grateful.
i suffer mentally, actually. i start to stutter, i don’t remember the actual person i was calling… sometimes i forget which floor i was at, and which one i was heading to…
aiechomeyll 4:38 pm on Tuesday, November 27, 07 Permalink |
just make sure u call me right. :p
bakpe kuar avatar lain plak ni.
zidni 4:48 am on Wednesday, December 5, 07 Permalink |
right it is..
ada register byk account/avatar ke..